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Feeling moody right after the fon call.Suppose to be enjoying my saturday morning with laughters. But,it’s the opposite of it. What’s wrong with me huh? Wanna know what is it all about…….

There are always people walking in and out of our lives,good-bye will be the right word after all. When v started to get along with them,they’re packing their bags,waving to you,isn’t it sad?  I remember the 1st day in college, it’s seems like a small kid’s first day in school, without mom’s company that’s for sure! Feeling great for the entire day,meeting people,hang around in mcd,get to know new frens,chit-chat about the fave movies and stuff…..wow….

After a few months,the proper exam is around the corner. Everyone start to be hard-working after honey moon-ing for the pass few months. I admit that i’m also part of them…hehehe….Ok, i try to make it short,u guys will be tired of reading such long column.

While receiving the results,one of my close frens told me that she might not continue further. I was stunned… And,Why? keep questioning her… It’s ok to lose a fren,yet i still have others. But, the worst part is that,people around me keep leaving. Is it something to do with me? Nope,they are searching for their dreams,thier lives and so on…

Don’t be selfish,i told myself. Maybe one day,i’m the one who leave them?! Never know. The sad part  is - such a short period to be together with.Its good to pro-long the times and appreciate every moments. Not even one of them. Well, to those that i knew and no longer see each other : -

Wish them all the best in their lives,god bless,and hope to meet them someday,sometime. Hopefully,they will still remember me. Keep in touch ya.

I always wonder is ther really a true love?yes or no.why is that they didn’t try  to work it up again?he said i can’t live without u!i feel depressed when it reaches to this part-elegence by kathleen tessaro.Does he really love her in the first place?and why is that he just let her go?Communication problem?can anyone tell me….In a relationship,one will be selfish and self-centered,am i right?the other half will have to be tolerence.So it will make this go on and on.A fren of mine told me that if u ever be tolerence in it,u will forever be pushed backward,u won’t be given a chance to stand up again!get it? Meaning,u will always be a loser. He/She will be the dictator, who knows far better than you what is becoming to you and decides if the current styles are good or not and decides every thing for u. At first,u’ll think that he is concern about u. Second thoughts, he is just making fun of u! That’s all my opinion, u have the right to disagree with me. Still, My life is governed by myself  and the God above us. Please Lord guide me thru every single thing,don’t leave me alone! I believe in YOU LORD!

Today’s Lesson:

Jewelery is the only element of an ensemble whose sole purpose is elegence,and elegence in jewelerry is a highly individual matter……..(Note:i’m doing my reading during my lunch time,titled elegance from the author that i stated above)The most highlighted points are….."Finally,a word to would-be husband:an engagement ring is often the only genuine jewel a woman owns,so please,invest in one of a respectable size.The shock of paying for a good quality ring will evapore the instant you see your thrilled fiancee proundly displaying it to all her friends and relations.And secondly,do not underestimate the advantages of buying only from the very best. A ring box from Cartier,Asprey, or Tiffany’s will be prized almost as much as the ring itself. And this is one occasion where you do not want to be accused of economizing."

This book really determine me to look good.Yet,it taught us how to be dress up.Inspiration!I’m a lazy bump…not really keen on working up something till ….One sunny day(here it goes),i found this book from my fren.The book’s cover distrated me,very nice and simple.We as a gal should look good all the time,u know wat i mean right?!Gal’s jargoon.Actually….well….fancinating to be well looking is not that hard,just be confident to urself.Yup,i’m lack of confident on certain things.It’s not too late,still can fixed it.erm….dunno wat to write now…till then…